Because of this condition, I usually cannot join group discussions in classes or conversations among small groups of colleagues during breaks. Even being with more than one friend is difficult. Each time such a situation occurs, I feel awkward staying quiet while others talk. Often, I end up leaving the group and staying alone – during leisure time, recess, or lunch breaks.
I admit it may look strange or frustrating when you see others having fun, chatting and joking together, while you are on your own. Not joining any group may make you seem unfriendly. But what is the point of staying in a group where you have no sense of belonging, or where building that sense is nearly impossible?
Is belonging something we find, or something we create inside ourselves?
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